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Remember – Single

“Remember” delves into the internal battles and uncertainties of life, the quest for self-identity, and the importance of true friendship. It raises questions about humanity and the challenge of pursuing dreams and staying true to oneself. Amidst the darkness and pressure we face, the song emphasizes the significance of never ceasing to dream and always listening with the heart. It reminds us that true friends are there till the end and highlights the importance...

Never Look Back – Single

“Never Look Back” is a forceful call not to forget the past, but also not to dwell on it, and to always look forward. It’s equally important to process the pain and scars and then move past them. This can sometimes be painful. The song emphasizes the importance of not looking back too often—and, in some cases, not at all. For sure, this can sometimes come with anger....

Miss You – Single

“Miss You” is a clear allusion to missing someone. In my case, it specifically referred to my first great love, Anja, during the challenging times of Corona....

Home – Single

“Home” was the first song I developed after the start of Corona. Some of the instruments and sounds come directly from the default settings of the Akai Force, which has constantly accompanied me throughout my production. At one point, a central synthesizer was supposed to sound different. But the Force crashed, and suddenly the synth sounded slightly different, with a slight glitch. This glitch eventually made its way into the final song. The central...

Far Away – Single

“Far Away” is a song about my grandparents, Bruno and Gilla, as well as an old friend, Lev. I’ve shared special moments in my life with each of them. Even though they weren’t always physically close to me, I keep them forever in my heart. The song relates to everyone having such special individuals in their lives....

Drown – Single

“Drown” was the spark that marked the inception of this album, created in close collaboration with Melih Kor (see backside). Originally, its intro was intended to start the entire album. We allowed the guitar to have much space, especially with the long bridge. Amidst the stress and social isolation triggered by Corona, with all the hard work and the lack of money, I found myself spiraling deeper into depression and constant overwhelm. At times,...

Disposition – Single

“Disposition” is the only song on the album that doesn’t have a deeper message. It’s based on an old recording from my band, Last Glow, which was never used and sat on my PC for years. While going through old files, I liked the melody so much that I decided to make a song out of it. Back in our band, we used to give random names to brief recording ideas just so we...

Can’t Walk – Single

“Can’t Walk” was born during one of my lowest points. Due to prolonged stress and pressure, an autoimmune reaction emerged in which my joints became severely inflamed. Suddenly, I could barely walk. After a five-minute walk, my mother had to pick me up by car as walking further was out of the question. Today, the symptoms have almost completely subsided, but back then, I wasn’t fully aware of how my life would continue. The...

Sun Goes Up – Single

“Sun Goes Up” is the track on the album that was the most work and has undergone countless changes during its creation. Also, it was only possible to finish it with the help of other producers (Thank you Dmitriy and Theo, see backside). At its core, it’s about a non-binary colleague who feels misunderstood about her identity from time to time. Even though not all societal shifts are embraced by everyone, they still signify...

Rainbows – Single

All my life, I’ve wanted to show that one can achieve something if one truly believes in it, takes risks, and works hard. The journey to seeing the results of such labor can be long. For someone like me who often felt insecure in the past, this journey wasn’t always easy. This song is primarily dedicated to my parents, who also took a long time to decide for their own lives. “Rainbows” conveys that...